I really don’t know why I even started talking to you or how or when, but somehow it happened, and I never expected us to be the way we were.

It was so like annoyingly cute, like something that only happened in tv shows, that I think that’s why out of all the times we talked and hung up the phone I remember that one

I really do wish that the multiple times we tried talking again it would have worked out, but something as broken as us really isn’t fixable.

Sometimes i really do wonder what we would have been like if I had said yes to you…

I love you. Not in some creepy obsessed with you way even though I know that’s def what you think, but in a genuine we have gotten so close and I care about you so much way.

Even though there are a lot of memories I really don’t want to remember, I’ll smile, because I would not give them up for anything.

I never really thought about this or saying like an actual goodbye to you, it didn’t hit me until the other night you told me you were leaving so soon and that who knows when ill see you next.

I really hope that we are able to stay so close despite the unfamiliar distance, because as you know first hand I’m not very good with goodbyes or letting people go.